GOKU - SOME LEGENDS NEVER DIE

(Since kid I used to be a big fan of Goku....the protagonist of the anime "Dragon Ball" series....and always imagined myself to have immense power like him....but today I realize....that it's not his power that made him a legend....but his wisdom and beliefs that made him so....so this one's for him....wrote it on 24th December, 2009)

I remember all those past days
When I was just a little kid.
I used to see you every weekend
Like I always did without any skid.

I used to see you kicking butts
Of all that is evil and bad.
With your immense power with no match
The villains had only misery to add.

I always wished to be like you
The most powerful man of the universe.
Nobody else to defeat me ever
While I make my foe's lives worse.

Imagined myself to be a "super saiyan"
Even practiced the "Fusion dance".
Reaced everywhere with "Instant transmission"
Whenever I got a little chance.

Now years have passed since then
Now I'm no longer any kid.
But you still remain a hero to me
Like you have always did.

For you will be always be remembered
Maybe not by the powers you own.
But by the wisdom you shared
With all those people whom you've known.

You are the defination of limitless
An answer for those who cry out for peace.
A symbol that can be used to define hope
And a force which makes all evil to cease.

Perhaps one day I'd also be like you
A great person, if I confidently try.
Then I'd also be remembered forever
Because legends like you never ever die.

UNKNOWINGLY

(Something I wrote unknowingly....in an unknown date !!)

Once there used to live a boy long time ago

Who used to say that love is only a name

To be found in pages of myths and fairy tales.

A name to be remembered as an extinct animal

Like the mammoth Dinosaurs or the little Dodo.

Then came a girl into the scene of his life

And unknowingly they became the best of buddies

Always being together, sharing each others world.

In the midst of silly jokes and small fights,

Unknowingly he fell in love with her as time went by.

But stupid was the boy who never realized it

For he thought that love can never exist in reality.

With eyes blinded by his ignorance and over confidence

Ignored all the goose bumps, chills and butterflies,

That unknowingly he used to get always seeing her face.

Then came one day when he realized the fact

That unknowingly he had made her his destiny for life.

Enlightened, he was ready to speak his heart out

But it was too late back then for she was already gone,

To someone else's heart, where she always wanted to be.

Shattered goals filled his soul with a ruthless cry

For he couldn't let it all out, so kept it all to himself.

Unknowingly, Drugs and alcohol became his sole best freinds.

With his silent screams went loud in the place of his death,

Ripped open his heart, he died with his final breath.

Shedding tears she blamed his lifestyle for his demise

Unknowingly never realizing that she was his only lifeline.

As time went by, she erased her past and lived happily,

Never knowing that once there lived a boy who only thought,

Love is a myth but unknowingly loved her all along his life.

TO IZZY

(Someone once said, that I have an imaginary friend named "Izzy", whom I never even heard of....But today standing at this point of life, perhaps she's the only friend, that I have now....I don't even know who she is...but this is for her....wrote it on 12th December, 2009)

Oh Izzy! Can you hear ?
In the midst of a dead night,
Laying awake on the cold bed,
In my prison like empty room,
I still talk with you.

Izzy can't you see ?
My life has lost it's track,
But still I wear a mask,
Try to pretend to be something,
What I'm not anymore.

Izzy could you say ?
Why now I live in a world,
Which is getting fade to black ?
Why I'm running away,
From people, life and myself ?

Izzy don't you agree ?
That a death angel's kiss,
Would have been more beautiful ?
Bringing me my final bliss,
Leaving this emply shell forevermore.

Izzy could you find me,
All those glorious days,
That I left behind long ago ?
All those memorable memories,
That I seek today for my salvation.

Izzy, Will you be there ?
To hold these lonely hands,
When I walk this emply street.
On the boulevard of broken dreams.
Where the city sleeps and I walk all alone.

IT'S ONLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

(The name of this poem says it all....and this poem doesn't rhyme....but it's the feeling that matters....wrote it on 2nd December, 2009)

Beautiful is the essence,
That is genuinely perceived
In the depth of your eyes, soul
And when I always see you smile

Natural is the feeling,
That I feel deep in my heart
When we are always together
For that is when, I can be myself.

Believe is the confidence,
That I have in the realms of my soul
To be intimate and unbounded
For my love for you to prevail forever.

Trust is the faith,
That I can never question about
When I always have you by my side
With our hearts are shared lifelong.

Incredible is the sensation,
That I feel with your each touch
Which brings the passionate impression
In the midst of my heart and soul.

Love is the strength,
That make my dreams to run forward
To reach to my eternal destiny
Of being loved and valued by you.

DEPARTED

(When two souls are departed and love becomes just only a name....but still life moves on....with the hope for a better future....wrote it on 2nd December, 2009)

This is when the two souls part,
In the midst of silence and tears.
A verve of only broken-heart,
To live for the incoming years.

A destiny which is dead and cold,
A world of only empty bliss.
True was the hour that foretold,
For a life of sorrow to this.

The tears of the early morning,
Still sunk chill in thy eyes.
The prices being paid for a warning
By the likes of only bitter lies.

When the vows are all broken,
And love becomes just a name.
I hear that name being spoken,
To share its fate for the shame.

But thy life's a book written through,
Where the pages are the years.
There's good, evil, false and true,
With laughter, sweat and tears.

THE BEAST INSIDE

(The beast inside awakens to seek vengeance....when memories of the past consume, like opening the wound !!....wrote it on 16th November, 2009)

In the midst of the darkness
Far away from the realms of light.
A world full of nightmares and hell
Has finally awaken in my sight.

The pain and anger gripping me
Are now finally released.
From the ashes of dead memories
Rises the long sleeping beast.

Kicking and screaming with rage
It seeks for blood and fight.
With the purpose of only vengeance
The beast within stalks the night.

Driven by the crave to repay
For things happened against my will.
The beast would never forgive
But would only live to kill.

Long lives the night of terror
Conjured of only death and cold.
From the ruins of haunted past
A new future would now unfold.

Is it the rage in my heart
Or is it the voices in my head ?
Is it the nightmare in my sleep
Or just an incarnation of the dead ?

But now I live with fear no more
Far away from pain and anger to control.
For there is a beast within my body
Hidden inside the midst of my soul.

LIFE WITH YOU

(Some true words from the midst of my heart....wrote it on 15th November, 2009)

Life with you is a beautiful dance
Of only loving and sweet romance.
Life with you is a never ending sweet dream
Of honeysuckle and cool running streams.

Life with you is a thrilling roller coaster ride
Knowing that you will always be by my side.
Life with you is my sole eternity
You and I on an endless cloud of serenity.

Life with you is never alone when you are near
My world is sunshine and roses because you are here.
Life with you never feels sad and blue
Because I found your love so beautiful and true.

Life with you is a walk without a care
Because I know that your love will always be there.
Life with you is a life with no fear
Because your love is the strength my dear.

Life with you is a life I want to live
With only love I have for you to give.
Life with you is my only dream and my only last wish
To grow old with you until my soul banish.

A PAST TO REMEMBER

(We try to forget some past to live in the present...but some present never lets you to forget the past....wrote it on 10th November, 2009)

As I sit here in this lonely place
Far from the midst where I used to be
Wondering over and over again
Why did this happen to me ?

Remembering the good old days
Of times that has departed by
I promised, I wouldn’t do this
I said I would never ever cry

I was strong, when made my promise
Nothing could ever get in my way
Now look, I'm lost and forlorn
How did I get myself this way ?

Seems like just only yesterday
The friendship that looked so bright
Now can't really see anything
It's all darkness without any light

Mysterious and creepy person I am
This is what people now say
And I don't want my old pals to see me
Living and looking this way

It's being more than a year now
The time has moved too fast
Things are completely different now
Once friends, now totally an outcast

I wish, but still can't go back
To that place of sheer fun and reckless
Have to live with others hatred
Drown in the sea of pity and sadness

For I know, until I put my best foot forward
And be all that I can ever be
The past can look down with pride
With what has happened to me

DEAD YET ?

(For the hatred towards my own soul....wrote it on 7th November, 2009)

Never wanted to hear, never tried to deem
Drown into depth of darkness, before I dive
Never ever cared before, only to commit
To the path of my own self destruction drive

I kiss the face, in the memory remains
With love for you, always beyond forever
Flip off the sky, into the midst of nowhere
I'll bleed in my soul, till my last breath ever

Wake up now, don't cry at my demise
Never repent, from the truth of a thousand lies
Regenerate to deny, the reality of your fiction
That left a blindfold, on your wet eyes

Another tainted flesh, another polluted soul
Eradicated of what I would always be
Before the end, take one good look at myself
Could it be my nemesis, that you are me ?

Throw a punch, through a mirror I behold
The shards of life, bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart, should I regret or ask myself
Am I dead yet or still I have to die once more ?

SHORT N NERD

(Well trying to be sarcastic about myself....wrote it on 24th October, 2009)

You see me always, sitting and bitting my nail
Like I always do each day in a month, without any fail.
I know you're thinking, that I'm just too short n nerd
A confusing puzzle, which you can't solve in a crossword.


But I am the best in my class, here at M.I.T.S.
Now you don't again make that, stupid questioning face.
Let me tell you it's, "Master In Talking Shit !!"
And I'll drive you mad, if you don't say "I want to quit !!"


I've got skills, I'm a champion in driving off flea
Keep your beer, coz I love my favorite "Earl Grey" tea.
I spend my time reading manga, which are funny and scary
So I stole all Naruto comics, from the town's central library.


You can never ever beat me, in a game of race.
I can write the value of "pie", out to a thousand place.
Once you see me type, you're always gonna stay amaze
My fingers move so fast, that I'll set the keyboard ablaze.


I'm always pinged by hundreds, when i try to chat
I even designed a full website, for my own pet cat.
I can memorize anything, like some writable media
When I'm bored doing nothing, i edit the "Wikipedia"


"Piano Man" yeah, that is my favorite theme song
I can kick your butt, in a game of ping pong.
I hack my friends account, just to have some fun
There is no killer application script, that I haven't run.


I spend my every vacation, attending only fun fair
I even got my name, written on my black underwear !!
Now do you still think, that I'm too short n nerd ?
A confusing puzzle, that you can't never solve in a crossword !!

DARKNESS WITHIN

(Exploring the darker side within..)


The night of timeless fire is drawing near
I flee... Throughout the years of throe
Watching through a mirror, as I fall apart
I see a wreck, I'm burning

I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see me, I'm my own enemy

Watching myself decaying, falling from high spirits
I flee... Throughout the ruins of me
Longing for finding my way out
Leaving myself, there's nothing left for me
The ruins are about to crumble down.

The flame is dying by shivery winds of jet black skies
It reflects hatred in my eyes
I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see my ashes scattered around my grave

Angels whispering fire, no longer I'm alive
Settled down I'm done with the trip to my kingdom come

UNBROKEN SPIRITS

(This is for me...to disappoint all those people....who think I'm weak..)

Hold it now, wait a minute.
Come on, just let me catch my breath.
I've heard the promises, I've seen the mistakes.
I've had my fair share of tough breaks.

I need a new voice, new law, new way.
Take the time, re-evaluate.
It's time to pick up the pieces, go back to square one.
I think it's time for a change.

I can feel the waves coming on.
Now my life is no more assuring than love.
So I won't let them destroy me or carry me on.
Even if there's no answers from voices above.

Unbroken spirits, obscured and disquiet.
Find clearness, this trial demands.
And at the end of this day, sighs an anxious relief.
For the fortune lies still in my hands.

If there's a pensive fear, a wasted year.
I will still learn to cope.
If my obsession's real.
Suppression that I feel, will turn to hope.

NEEDLED 24*7

(This is my favourite poem till now..)

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry.
Always pretending to be a happy soul
But the truth is merely a condescending lie.

Like the faint blaze of the dimming candle
I can always see my life slowly dying.
With these broken wings, I'm falling down
Death creeping into me, I'm no more flying.

Out of strength to live, can't take it anymore
The blood of life drips off my arms, I see red.
Watching through the shards of mirror, I see myself
Another wrecked soul, living or just an undead ?

Hold me now, hold me tight, don't let go
You're my only hope, the only shooting star in my sky.
Please hold my hands, just take me in your arms
Help me to fight, coz it gets painful everytime I die.

I'm still waiting for you, when my world is burning
For one last time, let me feel the heaven.
Give me the shoulder to cry upon, make me alive again
Don't just walk away now, when I'm being needled 24*7.

FRIENDS FOREVER

(To all my beloved friends...may you stay with me forever..)

Oh my friends, I'm so blessed to have you.
You're my fortune, I love you all.
Living with you, is like gaining eternity.
Life without you all, is a life I'd never recall.

Some are cool, some are studious.
Some are hot, some are funny.
But like the seven colours of a rainbow, always are together.
I don't care how you are, you're always sweet as honey.

Sometimes we joke, sometimes we cry.
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we fight.
But no matter what we do, without each other we can't survive.
That's why even after darker times, things become alright.

If I am asked, what I want for a wish ?
I'd want you all, in my upcoming birth.
I want no fortune, I want no fame.
I only desire you all, the best friends of earth.

I don't know, what lies in the future.
Wheather we'd stand, wheather we'd fall.
But one thing's for sure, we'd always be together.
Because you all are the best, and I'll always love you all.

SOMEDAY

(A ray of hope...for a better future....for somebody..)

How the hell did you wind up like this ?
As if there is a past that you miss.
How come you can't forget the past ?
Which has made you like a nuclear holocaust.

I wish you unclench your fist.
Don't let this pain to persist.
Please stop this flow of tears.
Try to forget this pain of years.

I know you want to undo the time.
Even if it costs you all your dime.
You hate the present and blame your fate.
But don't think that everything's too late.

Maybe your life is not like a  fairy story.
Which has no pain but only victory and glory.
But let's re-write your present tale.
So that your future life will always prevail.

But i know someday you will be fine, if not right now.
Someday you will find your way, maybe somehow.
Someday you will love again, you will again smile.
And I'd feel that this poem of mine is finally worthwhile.

VALENTINE'S DAY

(Silent cry from the midst of a silent heart...on a special day...wrote it on 10th August, 2009)

There you were..
Standing right in front of me.
Looking like a lovely angel,
The most dazzling girl, as i always see.

It is the 14th of Feb..
People call it valentine's day.
But to me it's a moment when,
what i feel for you, i can finally say.

It has been so long..
From the day i started loving you.
I forgot about everything,
I don't remember, how the time flew.

I bought a red rose..
Still wet from morning dew.
I would speak my heart out,
Start a new life, holding hands with you.

I took a step finally..
Inching closer and closer to you.
But then came out of nowhere,
A familiar face ,someone I always knew.

He kneeled down to you..
Said how much his love is aflame.
Stunned,contented and beaming you said,
That deep inside, you also felt the same.

The clouds above me moved closer..
And the ground below grew cold.
The heartless wind kept on blowing,
Telling me that, my wretched soul was sold.

My inside all turend to ash..
A black wind took them away from sight.
And blew far away as I collapsed.
It's darkness all around, like a dark night.

The thorns of the rose..
Bleeding my hand red like it's own.
On the edge of a Valentine's day.
Broken, beaten and scarred, I stand alone !!

SAY OK

(Some words for a friend....to make things go ok again..)

I saw you there, today
standing tall, all alone.
Like I see you everyday.

Nicely dressed, yet so quiet,
Lost in yourself, I don't know
If you are okay or something not right

Tell me if you are fine.
Or life is being foul to you.
Tell me, if you are a friend of mine

If I ask, you say you're cool
Nothings wrong, but I know,
You're lying, don't try to make me a fool.

I know you are hurt, I know you cry
You always hide your tears. I know you
Well enough, no matter how hard you try.

I know you, always hide,
The terrible pain of your broken heart
Your hidden tears flow, like an ocean tide.

But know this, you'll be relieved of pain
Life is not that bad, because know that
Nothing lasts forever, neither the cold November rain...

HOW I WISH

(For someone who is still looking for somebody....wrote it on 10th April, 2009)

How I wish if you were single..
Nobody to hold your hand..
We could have been together..
We could have mingle..

How I wish if you had loved me..
Like you love someone special..
My world would have opened..
By the magic of your loving key..

How I wish you always kissed..
My cheek, my neck, my lips..
Make me feel like heaven..
Always being loved, never being missed..

How I wish you always smile..
whenever, wherever you see me..
My life would become beautiful..
Like the gorgeous river Nile..

How I wish you were there..
When I felt alone, when I am lonely..
All my fears would have gone..
With the touch of your little care..

How I wish you knew what i feel..
How much i love you, i need you..
How my life without you is just like..
A rusty old car, without any wheel..

I know that now you are not mine..
But I know that someday, you will..
Realise the value of my love..
That will be the day my stars would shine..

You will realize who loves you more..
Me or your someone special..
You will start to feel love..
Like you have never felt before..

And I will wait for that day..
Which I know will come oneday..
I am ready to do anything for it..
Even if it is my life, that i will have to pay..

ANGER

(I really suffer from quick temper loss...so this is about myself)

Is it my fear ?
or deep inside..
this is what i desire to hear.

Is it a part of my life ?
or just a vengeance..
ready to stab like a knife.

Is it a chain in my mind ?
that cripple and bind..
and make me deaf and blind.

why is that..
when i try to be mild..
it goes off like a bomb..
drives me crazy, makes me wild.

what is it..
that runs through my vein..
ready to burst out..
leaving only pain.

Why it makes me feel..
that i am hollow and alone..
my mind like a brick..
and my heart like a stone.

Why it makes life..
like an ultimate sin..
whatever i try to do..
it just won't allow me to win.

Is it a weapon ?
to fight and unleash doom.
or just nothing but merely..
the architecture of my own tomb.