THE BEAST INSIDE

(The beast inside awakens to seek vengeance....when memories of the past consume, like opening the wound !!....wrote it on 16th November, 2009)

In the midst of the darkness
Far away from the realms of light.
A world full of nightmares and hell
Has finally awaken in my sight.

The pain and anger gripping me
Are now finally released.
From the ashes of dead memories
Rises the long sleeping beast.

Kicking and screaming with rage
It seeks for blood and fight.
With the purpose of only vengeance
The beast within stalks the night.

Driven by the crave to repay
For things happened against my will.
The beast would never forgive
But would only live to kill.

Long lives the night of terror
Conjured of only death and cold.
From the ruins of haunted past
A new future would now unfold.

Is it the rage in my heart
Or is it the voices in my head ?
Is it the nightmare in my sleep
Or just an incarnation of the dead ?

But now I live with fear no more
Far away from pain and anger to control.
For there is a beast within my body
Hidden inside the midst of my soul.

LIFE WITH YOU

(Some true words from the midst of my heart....wrote it on 15th November, 2009)

Life with you is a beautiful dance
Of only loving and sweet romance.
Life with you is a never ending sweet dream
Of honeysuckle and cool running streams.

Life with you is a thrilling roller coaster ride
Knowing that you will always be by my side.
Life with you is my sole eternity
You and I on an endless cloud of serenity.

Life with you is never alone when you are near
My world is sunshine and roses because you are here.
Life with you never feels sad and blue
Because I found your love so beautiful and true.

Life with you is a walk without a care
Because I know that your love will always be there.
Life with you is a life with no fear
Because your love is the strength my dear.

Life with you is a life I want to live
With only love I have for you to give.
Life with you is my only dream and my only last wish
To grow old with you until my soul banish.

A PAST TO REMEMBER

(We try to forget some past to live in the present...but some present never lets you to forget the past....wrote it on 10th November, 2009)

As I sit here in this lonely place
Far from the midst where I used to be
Wondering over and over again
Why did this happen to me ?

Remembering the good old days
Of times that has departed by
I promised, I wouldn’t do this
I said I would never ever cry

I was strong, when made my promise
Nothing could ever get in my way
Now look, I'm lost and forlorn
How did I get myself this way ?

Seems like just only yesterday
The friendship that looked so bright
Now can't really see anything
It's all darkness without any light

Mysterious and creepy person I am
This is what people now say
And I don't want my old pals to see me
Living and looking this way

It's being more than a year now
The time has moved too fast
Things are completely different now
Once friends, now totally an outcast

I wish, but still can't go back
To that place of sheer fun and reckless
Have to live with others hatred
Drown in the sea of pity and sadness

For I know, until I put my best foot forward
And be all that I can ever be
The past can look down with pride
With what has happened to me

DEAD YET ?

(For the hatred towards my own soul....wrote it on 7th November, 2009)

Never wanted to hear, never tried to deem
Drown into depth of darkness, before I dive
Never ever cared before, only to commit
To the path of my own self destruction drive

I kiss the face, in the memory remains
With love for you, always beyond forever
Flip off the sky, into the midst of nowhere
I'll bleed in my soul, till my last breath ever

Wake up now, don't cry at my demise
Never repent, from the truth of a thousand lies
Regenerate to deny, the reality of your fiction
That left a blindfold, on your wet eyes

Another tainted flesh, another polluted soul
Eradicated of what I would always be
Before the end, take one good look at myself
Could it be my nemesis, that you are me ?

Throw a punch, through a mirror I behold
The shards of life, bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart, should I regret or ask myself
Am I dead yet or still I have to die once more ?