(We try to forget some past to live in the present...but some present never lets you to forget the past....wrote it on 10th November, 2009)
As I sit here in this lonely place
Far from the midst where I used to be
Wondering over and over again
Why did this happen to me ?
Remembering the good old days
Of times that has departed by
I promised, I wouldn’t do this
I said I would never ever cry
I was strong, when made my promise
Nothing could ever get in my way
Now look, I'm lost and forlorn
How did I get myself this way ?
Seems like just only yesterday
The friendship that looked so bright
Now can't really see anything
It's all darkness without any light
Mysterious and creepy person I am
This is what people now say
And I don't want my old pals to see me
Living and looking this way
It's being more than a year now
The time has moved too fast
Things are completely different now
Once friends, now totally an outcast
I wish, but still can't go back
To that place of sheer fun and reckless
Have to live with others hatred
Drown in the sea of pity and sadness
For I know, until I put my best foot forward
And be all that I can ever be
The past can look down with pride
With what has happened to me
4 comments:
have nothing to say...u r n dat same phase of life where i was few years back...so i knw betr dan other how it feels but even more dan dat...have also learned dat dere r much more facts stored in dis life yet to unfold...may be in future with dos facts u may feel relieved....
nevr break down....u r a rockstar..live like a rocker...on top above all with a belive dat "u can & u will"
take care...and bounce back.....
strong cumbacks are always appreciated...
a line frm ur "a past to remember"-
"I wish, but still can't go back"
think on it...have lots of things 2 say...hidden within..
very nice....
@ Angshuman: I really wish that, but it's too late mate.
@ Payel: thanks a lot.
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