NEVER WILL I

(One of those few poems I wrote...where I focused on...what I am feeling...instead of what I'm writing...wrote it on 9th December, 2010)

Never will I say goodnight to you again.
When I want you to stay another few mintutes.
Never will I say, thinking is a waste of time.
When I never can keep you out of my brain.

Never will I say, it's ok, I didn't mind.
When I feel, of all the people why did you hurt ?
Never will I say, I'm really fit and fine.
When moaning in pain still, I think, glad you asked.

Never will I say, I had lots of fun today.
When I know deep inside, I missed you every second.
Never will I say, sorry I didn't see you at all.
When I scream within, why you noticed me so late ?

Never will I say, you don't look so good.
When I can't ever take my eyes off your face.
Never will I say, I don't care if you don't talk.
When I plead to you inside, please just don't ignore.

Never will I say, I am happy all alone.
When I want you to be by my side always forever.
Never will I say, nothing good ever happened to me.
When silently I say, except for the time we met.

Never will I say, I can never fall in love.
When I realize within, I am lying to you once again.
And never will I write a poem, saying it's imagination.
When It's your name, that's written all over again.